Cone of Silence

It’s been a while. I missed creating a post. Anyway, i spent the day with my family. We went to Tagaytay, took our breakfast, bought some stuff and went home. When we got home, i rushed to my room and i slept. i woke up, got head ache. sad.  Uhm. We watched X-Men: The Last Stand. It’s a great movie. astig kumbaga. Watch it. it’s fun.

zzzzzz.

it’s 1800 hours. I’m listening to this..uhm. old song. hehe. Love’s Just Ain’t Enough by Patty Smith. I remember when i was 4th year, i was singing that song everyday. i don’t know. uhm…I love the whole song but uhm.. i just want to share my favorite lines:

Now, I could never change you, I don’t want to blame you.
Baby, you don’t have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

I just had uhm.. few thoughts.. err.. *sigh*.

Well i don’t to blame you if you can’t really trust me. I have my flaws. err. But uh. I want you to know that i have my reasons. My own reasons why you should trust me and why you shoudn’t worry, and why i love you……

1. Bout our problem, I’m working on it.

2. Avianne will always be there. Even Mira.

3. I can’t find another you. Why will i do some stupid sh*t?

4. i don’t want to lose you. ’cause losing you means losing my life.

5. I don’t want to hurt you. I really don’t. It won’t be easy. It will kill me too.

6. I want you to be always beside me and breaking your trust suggests the opposite.

7. You made me believe that there’s always a reason why i should face every difficulties that may come. And the reason is you. You’re worth fighting for. Have i told you that?

8. You simply ‘got a way with me’. You gave me faith to find my dreams. I want you to be there ’till the end and be my untiring hope.

9. You made me believe that the passion’s flame is still at its highest degree. hehe. I’m still falling in love with you every time i open my eyes when i wake up,  every time i talk to you, everytime i think of you.

10. I know that for other people, this may be bullsh*t, i don’t care. I love you and i want you to be my last.

***for the record… I want you to know… YOU CAN KILL ME WITH YOUR SMILE.

Please…. Believe me…. Believe in me.