filling up my senses…
hai.. uhm. naisipan kong magpost uli.. it’s been a while. dati lagi ako nagpopost.. hehe. ngayon.. la lang. anyway.. what will i write?. uhm. share na lang. before.. i was ‘devastated’. everything was not right. everything was not expected. those people whom i believed na hindi ako iiwan, they left. It was devastating, depressing. feeling of loneliness. hai. i have realized something… something wrong about happiness… you cannot hold on to it too long.. laging may kasunod… para san pa ang word na happiness kung wala ang sadness… para san pa ang antonyms.. ayun.. everything turned upside down. hai. buti na lang.. someone came.. someone helped me to stand… someone gave a hand… pasalamat na lang ako sa kanya… pangalanan natin siyang ‘rason’… hehe.. corny. uhm.. rason came. naging kami. mga… 1 month. ang haba. hehe. but then.. i realized… if you really love the person… let the person go if that person wants to.. kung para kayo sa isa’t isa… the person will come back to your arms.. ngayon… andito na uli siya sakin.. hai.. ang saya.. hehe… that one month relationship will be 12 months relationship… ang saya… ‘rason’ filled up my senses… i thought my heart was already rock solid… but ‘rason’ taught me that i can still bleed… thank you.. you know who you are… hehe.. uhm.. rason, i know that there are times that i have let you down… lagi ata… pero now i tell you… i didnt mean to do those things… hindi ko sinasadya… masyado na kita mahal para saktan ka… there’s so many times, i have played around.. but hey, you know whom i really love… you know whom i really want… you know whom i really need… hai.. thanks.. thanks for everything… thanks for singing my music… thank you for singing my song… thank you for letting me know where i really belong… hai… wala nang coherence tong ginawa ko.. hehehe… wala lang.. ge.. next time na lang uli… ciao ciao..
